Monday, October 16, 2017

Introducing Rosalie Elisabeth!

+JMJ+

After a long-anticipated arrival, I am happy to officially introduce our sweet Rosalie Elisabeth! She was born on Monday, September 25th, at 9:05am and is officially 3 weeks old today.

In her daddy's arms shortly after birth
~36 hours old, after her first bath in preparation for surgery

As you can see, Rosalie's hydrocephalus caused her head to be very large/swollen at birth (these particular photos hardly do it justice). Then, at 2 days old Rosalie had brain surgery to drain the excessive amount of cerebral spinal fluid (CSF) that had accumulated throughout the pregnancy & to place a shunt, which will continue to manage her hydrocephalus. 

At birth Rosalie was 20 inches long and weighed 8lbs 10oz, but over a pound of her weight came from the extra CSF in her brain. Shortly after surgery she weighed about 7 lbs 5 oz. Additionally, her head circumference at birth was about 46cm and after surgery it was 39cm. It continued shifting between 37-39cm in the following days and probably will for some time as her bone plates settle and her fontanelles eventually close. 

To say that Rosalie (and Michael and I) have been through a lot of changes in the past 3 weeks would be a severe understatement. 

Rosalie spent 11 days in the intensive care nursery and I'm pretty sure those days were both the longest & shortest of our lives. I have so many thoughts about having a NICU baby, but for now I'll simply say that I'm thankful we have moved beyond that chapter of our lives and can now be together as a family at home. Her adoring big brothers are thrilled as well!




It is crazy to think that today, October 16th, was Rosalie's actual due date because I cannot wrap my head around what these past few weeks would have been like if we had not yet seen or held Rosalie, or lived through all that we have experienced with her already. 

As soon as we learned about Rosalie's hydrocephalus diagnosis I took great comfort knowing that her due date fell on the feast of St. Gerard, the patron saint of expectant mothers known for working miracles for mothers and babies in dangerous pregnancy and/or labor situations. However, I'm grateful that Rosalie was not born on this day - because a neurosurgeon made it clear to us months ago that not only would the severity of the swelling in Rosalie's head require a C-section, but it would also require her to get a shunt as soon as possible...which led to her birth being scheduled for the very day she reached full-term (37 weeks).

Of course we'll never know if those 3 weeks would have made a difference in regards to Rosalie's hydrocephalus and its impact on her brain, but we (along with her medical specialists) feel strongly that it very well could have. 

Rosalie's MRI at birth showed a head so filled with fluid that you could barely see ANY of her greatly-compressed brain matter. However, about a week after surgery (and relieving the extreme pressure from her brain) her MRI showed how beautifully her brain had been "decompressing" or "expanding," which is a very, very promising thing in regards to her future cognitive and physical development because it appears that the corpus callosum is the only brain structure that did not form (a common occurrence with hydrocephalus). Had we waited another 3 weeks her brain may never have decompressed as much as it did...and there is always the chance that her brain's lateral ventricles could have been so swollen she might not have made it....

In short, we are so grateful that our daughter has access to such excellent medical care; we are surrounded by intelligent doctors that have given Rosalie a very bright start & we are thrilled that her surgery has been successful!


Our journey with hydrocephalus has hardly begun and there are still many unknowns, but it is an exciting time because it means that - after what felt like an agonizing number of months of anticipation and uncertainty - life with Rosalie Elisabeth here in our arms is well underway. :) 

To all of you that have been following Rosalie's story and praying for her all these months: I cannot thank you enough. May God bless you, because your prayers have greatly blessed our family and especially our little girl. We truly could not have gotten through the pregnancy as we did without your prayer support. 

"Before you were here we dreamed of you, we imagined you, we prayed for you. Now that you are here, we hope for you, we love you, we thank God for you."
-Anonymous